It's truthful to say that I have always written.
When I was an infant it was in the form of songs that I would perform
for my school friends. There was even a stint where my dad bought me a
dictaphone for my birthday, and I would sell tapes to them, even though
they lacked the machine that could actually play them. From there, I
went on to writing stuff usually based on the TV shows that were on at
the time - stuff like Knight Rider, Dukes of Hazzard and others. Though
these pieces were inevitably filled with the innocence of youth, I
recall that I managed to work out chorus, verse and bridges with some
skill. Then one day, while travelling somewhere in my dads car, I heard
him playing some early Hip Hop. I remembered being mesmerised by what I
heard. And that was it. No more songs for me. I wanted to be a rapper.
This desire stayed with me for the next ten years. Thoughts of being a
novelist were rare, even though I was reading adult books by that time
(mostly film tie-ins - by the age of nine Id read ET, Close Encounters
of the Third Kind, Fame and laws). I had written more than my fair share
of stories. Just before I began my rap career in earnest, by the grand
old age of eleven, I had already paged one-hundred and twelve pages
about a kid from England that wins a competition to meet Michael
Jackson. My new secondary school English teacher was impressed enough to
encourage a career as a novelist. But I refused. All I wanted to do was
write lyrics and live the rap life. Though I enjoyed writing, I felt
that books were something you did when you were older - much older -and
as I hadn't even become a teenager yet, I felt that I had plenty of
time. I would enjoy a successful music career, then write books when I
couldn't entertain any more -easy.
Suffice to say my career in the entertainment industry didn't go as
well as Id hoped. I spent years performing at Tim Westwood shows (aged
13), on the radio and even pressing one thousand white labels in the
early days of drum n' bass (aged 19), but nothing happened. Though the
record was successful, no big companies came waving any deals. Slowly,
my production team sought other means of employment. I didn't, and
remained unemployed for close to four years. Then I had an idea for a
novel. The Scholar was in part a continuation of another book I'd
started years ago and never finished - The Brothers Grimm. While the
earlier work was an epic spanning three generations and detailing West
Indian migration, The Scholar was smaller in scope, focusing on
a (then) current story - the lives of third generation children of those
immigrants, living day to day London life. When all my friends went on
at me to write the story I would tell them in detail over and over
again, I decided I would. Helped by others (who lent me a computer), I
wrote eight hundred pages in just under eight months, my biggest work to
date. When it was finished, I was pleased with the results. Deciding
that I had to find an agent, I went on the hunt. The results, as they
say, are history.
I signed to William Morris Agency in the spring of '96, and not long
afterwards I found myself a publisher. The next year, after months of
rewrites and research, my book was published. It was a weird feeling
seeing my title on the shelves, and the cover image of two black youths,
one male one female, stood out like a beacon at the Dillon's in
Tottenharn Court Road. In what seemed like an instant, my phone
constantly rang for interviews and readings. By the summer (The
Scholar was published in April) I remember counting that I had
performed at 150 readings, some even abroad. I could grow to enjoy the
promising reviews and encouraging praise from my audience. I wanted the
buzz of a second book.
After
scrapping my first attempt, Altered Minds, which I finished but
hated, I went on to write Society Within. As the title comes
from a line spoken by one of the characters in my second novel, I know
that Altered must have been useful in some small way. Society was a
return to Greenside, the estate that featured in my first book, and I
enjoyed writing it a lot. In many ways I felt as though, writing wise,
Id grown up in public. The Scholar was my first completed novel.
While I'm proud of it and know it has its own merits, Society gave me
the chance to rectify my mistakes and concentrate on getting the work to
a certain standard, instead of merely telling a good story.
There was a great reaction when it was published. Some reviews were
better than I could've written myself. To date, two years later, a
strange thing has happened with that book. On a street level, everyone
is reading it and my phone has run eleven times this year with people
telling me they've seen someone with it, or finally read it themselves
and think it's good. A buzz is spreading again, which is exciting to
see. I can't help thinking it will build anticipation for the next.
In between the novels I found the world of theatre. Around the time
that my first novel was about to be published, I was starting to realise
that I would have to do something called 'performance readings'. This
was where I would have to read extracts from The Scholar in
front of an audience of people, and sometimes take a Q and A session.
The first time I did this was at Thames Valley University in Ealing,
west London, and it was one of the most embarrassing moments in my life.
Clearly nervous, I was introduced, then tripped getting up onto the
stage and tripped again when I finished and left! To top things off,
during the reading my phone rang. In my nervous state, I couldn't turn
it off and so I was forced to answer while the audience stood in front
of me in shock and amusement...
Luckily,
the watching crowd thought that it was all a staged part of the reading,
or at least took it as confirmation that I came from the same background
as the characters in my novel. I sold around 25 copies that day, and
realised that if I wanted to do even better, I had to perfect my
reading, or at least learn to do it as best as I could. I spoke to my
mentor, a man called Barney Platts-Mills, and he told me about an
American that had just converted a former Postal Sorting office into his
home and a personal theatre venue. He told me to go and see him to
discuss my forthcoming readings (I had a big one with an African
American writer called Albert French and I didn't want to mess it up). I
took the advice and decided to pay this American a visit.
When I got to the venue I was greeted by Riggs 0' Hara, owner of the
space, a wildly enthusiastic man with lots to say about the arts. I told
him what I wanted to do and he responded by showing me a copy of The
Scholar and asking me to sign it. I was impressed. The book hadn't
been out long, and was very underground, so the fact that some white guy
from New York had bought a copy was worth a gold star by my reckoning.
He asked me to read him a passage, and I did. He listened, asked me to
read again, then gave me tips on pace, breathing and things like that.
Basically, I was reading too fast. When I finished and was leaving his
home, Riggs told me that in return, would I write him a play. I
hesitated. Riggs laughed and said that maybe I should try it, as most of
my work at that stage was dialogue based, and I might just enjoy it. I
promised to give it a go, left and put the Post Office theatre out of my
mind for a while.
Not long after that, I went to a reading in a local library hosted by
Steve Pope of Xpress publishing, and Patrick Augustus, author of the
Baby Father novels. There, I met a young actress and part-time
journalist, Carol Moses. She told me that she'd just been given some
money by an Arts organisation to create a theatre piece for the first
Portobello Festival. She was looking for a writer and director and had
already gone to see Riggs 0' Hara, who had volunteered his directorial
services. She asked if I'd like to come on board as a writer, as she had
some ideas and a title, Estate of Mind It was to be a one-woman
monologue about a teenage girl and her mentally unstable boyfriend. Both
came from a council estate background, and both visit a counsellor to
talk over their problems. The audience would collectively take the place
of the counsellor. I liked the idea, and with that in mind, I began to
write my first play.
You have to understand that at that point, I was just doing it because
Id been asked and because I would be paid a hundred pounds, not for any
love of the theatre. The only theatre Id seen was a run of Black plays
that my mum had taken me to in the eighties, and some stuff Id seen
while I studied drama at school. Though I'd loved the black plays, I
hadn't been inspired enough to think about writing my own, and the plays
I saw at school hadn't inspired me at all. Nevertheless, I found that
once Carol, Riggs and myself sat down to talk about the characters and
settings, I had enough material and experience to work with. I wrote the
first 20 minute monologue in a day, the second in about two days, and
presented it to Riggs, who liked it very much. Not long after that, we
got Carol in for a read-through.
That was when I fell in love with theatre. From the moment Carol began
saying the words Id written, exactly how they were meant to sound, and
Riggs began making directorial comments about my characters that were
right and true, I began to see how immediate and entertaining this art
form could be. How I say more things, reach more people, have more
effect with those words on that page. How enjoyable it was working with
two people I trusted and respected, rather than siting in a room on my
own filling a blank screen with my thoughts. Over the years I've come to
find that I still love the solitude of writing books, while the plays
provide the break that I need. We performed the play to a packed house
and raised the roof. On the last night, Carol, in the character of
Richard, Adinicky's troubled and militant boyfriend asked the crowd if
they were with her. When the audience screamed out 'YES!' I was sure
that I had found my new medium and the Post Office Theatre Company was
born. Over the next five years we ranged from a full length version of
Estate, a modern adaptation of Trojan Women, and an original two act
play, The Far Side. The fast was performed at The Tricycle
Theatre the previous year, to a packed audience. This year we hit The
Lyric Theatre, Hammersmith, with a new two act play, Mothers Day.
After Society Within and during the writing of The Far Side
I decided to work on an idea that had been floating around for a while.
The Foundation of Fear (!), which was soon to be renamed
Snakeskin, is a detective novel. It follows PI Ervine lames' quest to
find the killers of a Labour MP's daughter. lames is the older brother
of a character that appears in The Scholar, Douglas lames, but
all links to that novel end there. Although set in the same world, Snakeskin
is the voice of an older man, someone who has left estate life behind
him, unsure whether it was the right move. It took the longest time to
write and is the shortest of the books so far. It is also the first to
fully tackle the delicate subject of race. As I write this I realise
that I'm not really sure what the reaction to this new book will be. My
only real worry is that the people who read and loved my past works,
read and love this one too. For myself, I felt the need to branch out
from the 'ghetto writing' niche I have been deposited in. I've been
saying I'm a storyteller from day one. Now it is put up or shut up time.
The honeymoon period is over. For all, I think the novelty of 'young,
urban writer' has worn thin. Time will tell if I am destined to be here
for the long haul. At the moment though, I'm feeling pretty good.
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